Same here with me! I dread the idea of being stuck at where I am and I feel like it's not good for me to stay. I could easily move, but I have a tremendous fear of going from the frying pan to the fire; which that seems like a good possibility. Some people tell me, "you look so strong, in great shape, and younger in appearance than what you are". That's nice to hear but I don't feel that way. I'm feeling old and washed up.