I am not so sure that this forum is the right one for me. I like it best when I can participate in like-minded relationships, where concern for each other flows back and forth.
I didn't feel that that was what happened on this thread. (My feelings are my own and nobody can protest about that). After all I was relatively new here when one person wanted to discuss "the chicken and the egg" related to the form of therapy I had chosen for myself and another indirectly accused me for being rude! I am not easily offended, but I need some feelings of being among like-mided people. I did not feel that here.
Actually I feel fine, now (beneath the level of mild depression) and have positive expectations for the rest of Authumn and for the Winter.
I will keep my membership just in case, but you cannot expect to see me here often. Send my best hopes for those of you continuing to stay here!