I don't want to visit my bf this weekend. I need to focus on school. Also I feel like all I ever do is school and then see my bf on weekends (he lives about 1.5 mi away). I love him. But I need more (I need to feed my soul). Also I just terminated therapy with my therapist. I'd been seeing her for about 2.5 months and I have no energy to say here why I terminated. I'm done with therapy for now but it was a big step for me. I'm feeling scared and lost a bit.