Dear T,
Trigger warning if someone is an emetophobe or doesn't like reading about gross bodily functions:
But I think that discussion helped you understand how deep-seated some of these thoughts and fears are. That they're just a part of me. My fear of disgusting/horrifying people.
Though it is amusing trying to think of what I could do to shock you/gross you out that would be something you hadn't seen before. (I won't actually do that though!) You're right that human bodies are pretty gross in general though....
Love,
LT