Whoa, what has become of us?

Count me in here....I haven't called since the day of session last week--thursday.

That means for the past two weekends I haven't called. And it's not because he doesn't like phone calls (LOL, Lord knows I tested that) and it's not because I don't need him. I sit here fantasizing.

I do think, like Echoes, that it is the beginning of an awareness of self...an awareness of me as separate from him and the relationship...a yearning for my life to continue forward.

Can't do any of those things but I feel okay about not contacting him. LIke Pink, I will call if I need him. I just feel like I can manage right now. And right now is all there is.

Peaceout friends.