I have this child alter named "Kimmy" to me. Lately, a lot of triggers have been occurring all at once to bring her out. If this was any other personality of myself, I wouldn't mind.
Kimmy is a little psychotic. She jumps out of windows, runs into busy streets, and can't tell present from past.
I've tried talking to my ((4th)) therapist, but not only does she not believe in Dissociative Identity Disorder, she refuses to deal with or listen to anything I say. I wish I could drop this T, but as of now, I am only 14, so I can't pay my own way. This therapist is being paid by CPS and the State, since my mom can't afford it. And we can't switch until March 17th.
Kimmy's calmed down a lot, because she has finally told one of her stories of my past. So I guess I can continue on for a little longer with her insanity... but I have such a hard time believing what she says about my past. It seems so gruesome, and I just can't really accept it at times.
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