So, I did something really bad last night. I stood up for myself to one of my husband's best friends - or his best friend's wife, whose cell number I have. I sent her screenshots of convos with my husband over text, proving that he is the one with anger issues and who has been abusive towards me.

I had been drinking and talking about the whole situation with one of my best girlfriends. After a while of talking about it with her, I got a bee in my bonnet and did that. It has been eating away at me - his lies to his best friends, making me the bad guy, and him the innocent victim.

He will be going to this same friend's home today for the football game. And, I am now seriously fearful of the fallout, should his best friend's wife choose to tell my husband about what I did.

The texts I sent her show me accusing him of being abusive, and him admitting he has anger issues.

Help. He is going to go ballistic once or IF he finds out. I feel SO stupid, and now my anxiety is through the roof over this.