The last of my friends “broke up” with me today. I have to admit it was mostly just someone to socialize widh but now I have no one even for that. I’m estranged from my sister. If people keep leaving me and telling me it’s me, it seems like I’m the common denominator, right? I’m attractive, successful career and my personal relationships are a mess or just non-existent. That’s what bothered ne the most- I just have no one.
I’ve been going through the worst depression and anxiety for years. I’m a good person and a good friend as far as being there and supportive when They need something and then I get labeled as flakey because I have backed out of plans or don’t accept invitations. I just can’t seem to make it last. I am alone and lonely all the time.