{{{{{Forgoten}}}}} You have
every right to your feelings and to
BE who you were meant to be when you came to this earth!! Heidu is right. Life is life, but you have the right and the power to make out of it what you want it to be for
YOU.
It won't be easy to change the things you don't like or want in your life. That first step will be the hardest, but with every baby step you take, you'll gain momentum. Please see the thread "Re: Avatars," especially the last two pages. There's some of us working on changing some things in our life.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.