I too have a fear of police. One time I was freaking out in my clinicians office at a different IOP. I told them I thought my brain was spilt and one half was trying to kill me by making me kill myself. Well they called crisis and crisis brought FIVE cops. Not necessary. I wasn’t violent or anything.

Now I’m afraid because of all the reports of police violence. They shoot first and ask questions later apparently, and if I’m not in the right state of mind I don’t think they could (or would) try to talk to me first.