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It seems to come and go. Like a wave . But it's here now and I'm stagnated like old rain in a puddle. I wish my high's were as strong as the lows. Although there are very few highs anymore.
My body is destroyed . My mind is muddied. Trying to hold on to my gratitude. I think I'm being very cautious because of surviving so much ***** and pain. I'm so tired. I feel like I'm complaining to my self. Anybody else out there afraid to tell how they feel because it makes you feel like you're complaining ?
And when my time come it won't makes one bit of difference.
Life goes on in a viciously circle.
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Trying to Live in the Moment
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