Here I am…in the 4:00-5:00 hour as usual. My nephew is in town from the Navy this week and we’re trying to all find a common time to meet up. M will come down so it’s taking some finagling. He’s the captain now of the amphibious vehicle he’s assigned to. We saw a picture of the vehicle with his name on it. We’re so proud. Of all the kids really. My BIL and I were musing how easy and peaceful it was raising the 3 - good kids (young adults now) and good people at heart - all raised with good values. We are very blessed.

I finally put a grocery order in and had more of my favorite apple cinnamon spice tea that I love delivered. Mom put her hands on the other box and it disappeared. I also got honey vanilla camomile which is delicious. I love making a mug of tea, lighting my favorite candles - balsam or sand and sun and opening the door for some cold, fresh air. I’d have it open now if things hadn’t changed. What has happened took away my innocence and sense of safety about this neighborhood. It’s a bad feeling to have. I walk to the mailbox as if I own the street all the while looking around and wondering who it is. The security system is of great comfort. It helps to know we’re on the police department’s watch list. Thank you former spouse.

I’m not sure what my plans are today aside from catch up and preparation for the next trip. My body, mind and soul just needs a quiet day to hang about and catch up. I’ve canceled my commitments. The most I’ll do as far as going out is to go get a daily warrior smoothie at the Smoothie King as I’ve become quite attached to them. I think I’ll stop off by the park on the way back and sit and watch the stream and do some walking and thinking.

I hope everybody has a peaceful day. Much love