oh, thank you so much! I did go over the edge with her, and I'm sorry. I always felt so bad, like I had done something wrong. I did make a long rant... I do care about the girl. I do. But I can't allow myself back into the relationship.

I don't want anyone to think lowly of her. She's an amazing unique person, who has been gifted in the arts. No one should judge her on my opinions and experiences.