I guess I'm sorry I wasn't really able to work today? You are asking deep questions, but you are asking for insights I do not have. Why do I dream like I do? We can but theorize, how could I give a definitive answer? I wonder if it is significant that I forgot your theory right away... It's like I'm swimming. You are asking me to dive, but at best I snorkle, my bum never leaving the surface of the water. I'm scared of what I'll find down there.