IG, I do see that love. I'm not denying that. What I need is romantic love and I had it with a wonderful person. I gave my love to him unconditionally. I love him with every ounce of my heart. But it's over now and I still love him just as much and I wonder all the time how he is doing in every way and I can't ask him because he doesn't want me to talk to him at all. I'm very concerned about him and I always worry about him. Now I worry more because I can't talk with him to find out how he is. And what do I do with my love that I have for him when he doesn't want it anymore.