Oh yes. I used to get the feeling a lot before. Like with former T. Not so much since then but my attachment to that T was intense. (Still kind of is even though she does not respond if I do send her an email or text which is rare). I still miss her like crazy and I'm convinced she wouldn't take me back as a client because I was too much.
She got sick with MS. Stopped practicing for a few years and then went back part time. I asked to resume work with her but she said no. She said she couldn't be the therapist I needed her to be. Sounds like a fancy way of saying I was too much for her.
I haven't really gotten that feeling with the current T. If anything sometimes she is too much for me! But I'm sure I have worn on her patience a few times. HUGS. It's a difficult feeling. I'm sorry you have to sit with it right now.
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