@Sunflower123, again your descriptions are so lovely! I like how you write.

You are so much busier than me. I can't remember many days in my year that I did as much. Perhaps it's my medication sedation, a little my age and waning physical endurance, to a degree, but mostly my inability to handle so much, psychologically. I used to seem more a Type A personality, but now am closer to Type B. My energy levels also notably waned. I'm not totally lamenting the change, as it's brought some benefits, but yea, sometimes I wish I could handle more. I consider it an aspect of my disability. Do be happy you have so many activities to look forward to. And your nephew sounds so pleasant. Hugs are priceless!