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Originally Posted by Soupe du jour
@ Sunflower123, again your descriptions are so lovely! I like how you write.
You are so much busier than me. I can't remember many days in my year that I did as much. Perhaps it's my medication sedation, a little my age and waning physical endurance, to a degree, but mostly my inability to handle so much, psychologically. I used to seem more a Type A personality, but now am closer to Type B. My energy levels also notably waned. I'm not totally lamenting the change, as it's brought some benefits, but yea, sometimes I wish I could handle more. I consider it an aspect of my disability. Do be happy you have so many activities to look forward to. And your nephew sounds so pleasant. Hugs are priceless!
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Thank you! I appreciate you saying that.
Someone mentioned my activities and whether they were realistic or even real. I do have a lot of drive and energy, true, but I mostly try to outrun the dreaded depression, SI, and demons if you will that nip at my heels. It works for me to stay really very busy at times and I do that well. I am generally happy to have so many activities to look forward to. My nephew is a true gem and I agree hugs are priceless! There was a period of time after brother died that I spent hour after hour staring at the tv. Staying busy is much better.