@RollercoasterLover, thank you!!

And YES, happiness has become a choice for me now, and I am finding far greater inner peace these days.

I went out last night on my own and met up with some friends. I had a great time dancing and being without my husband, who always wanted to leave early during shows and who always held me back from dancing because he needed to frequently be holding my hand while we danced. I feel so free now...

I know I am not entirely free yet, but I am getting my first taste of what that truly feels like, and it feels GREAT!