T perhaps could have said, "do you wanna talk about it?" it seems it was one of those moments when client and T are not in tune and that hurts even when its not concerning a "serious" subject. ...Whats done is done between you and T and it sounds like you are so angry that you built yourself up finally to release somethign that you've held for such a long time and the result wasn't how you have figured it in your mind...all this taking into account, it is after all your therapy and its for you to tell T next time that you really do feel you have done something bad and need him to hear you....its hard when we feel T hasn't seen inside our minds and realised just how important certain things we say are to us.

(()))'s to you.