Thank you Omers!

Yes, L will be leaving for a time. I'm happy for her, AND I'm devastated for me because of my past. I worry she'll see me as too much and not want to be my therapist anymore. There's more jealousy mixed in there too. Yes! I feel abandoned and forgotten, insignificant, and needy.

I told H about the accidental SH. He actually made some really good points. Mainly, that I haven't had the time to process my own issues, like the IUD. For two weeks, I've been dealing with L's issues or her life impacting mine.

I can't hold all of my issues and L's issues. I do not have the capacity nor the training to do that. I need her to help me and not add to the pile on me.