I’m going to start posting here as well as my usual spot as my diagnosis is in question and I exclusively deal with depression. It might possibly be major depressive disorder treatment resistant. I believe I’ve had passing hugs or comments with many of the folks on this forum.

I had a great visit with my therapist yesterday. She validated what I was thinking and feeling and made things crystal clear for me. I see now. Deep down I think I always did. I have tremendous opportunity coming my way if I choose to look at it like that. I choose yes.

We went to see Ticket to Paradise yesterday. George Clooney and Julia Roberts were hysterical. It was a good movie. Of course I came home and immediately started figuring out how to make Bali happen. It’s stunning. Don’t scoff. Most of the places I’ve traveled seemed out of my reach. Russia most of all. Where there’s a will….

We were heading out to go to the apple orchard and pumpkin patch today but after the discussion on the forum last night, we’ll be getting flu shots instead. We’re (my loved ones) all in agreement that we don’t want a bout of flu to knock mom out of seeing her sisters next weekend. Particularly the one sick with cancer. We have a family reunion next summer. I’d sure love to see her there.

I hope everybody has a peaceful day. Much love.