Yes, he is illogical, along with contradictory, spiteful, vengeful, and full of negative energy. I saged my apartment after he left to clear the apt of his toxic negative energy. Who needs it?!? I certainly do not. And his choices? He deliberately is trying to anger & provoke me so he still has control over me or my emotions. This makes him feel powerful. Well, screw that. I told him that he likes to anger me. And once again, I told him to get the hell out of my life.
He says that I "abandoned" him - I said in response that there IS no good time and what was I going to do? Live a lie and pretend I love someone I no longer love or want to be with? Insanity.
He just cannot help himself. He is a nasty person with many demons.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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