I'm his chosen punching bag, but then he says he loves me. He's trying to beat me up emotionally and break my self esteem. This is all very common for an abuser. It's not either or... I am both terrible, horrible, unloved and loved all at the same time.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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