I feel kinda crappy today. For one thing the flu shot is making me feel like I had one too many. Then I have the normal anxiety I've been getting. I've put on weight for no reason lately. Both issues are probably testereone related. I went and got my bloodwork done for my kidney doctor. That bloodwork is probably ****ed up as well. I have zero energy today and my heart is racing and my shoes are too tight despite being pretty loose the other day. Idk. I'm either about to have a heart attack or I'm in kidney failure. It seems also like some of my covid symptoms have returned. The coughing and runny nose and post nasal drip.

My mom and I got mcribs for lunch. I am not one to ever emotionally eat but I needed to rest today from my dieting that seems to be useless, and the mcrib did get rid of my anxiety. It did crap for my physical stuff though. I'm lying in bed with the shades and curtains closed and under 2 blankets hacking up a storm.