Saw my new psych NP today, she was really nice. She didn’t try to tell me I didn’t really have bipolar. She listened to my concerns about haldol and for now I’m going to go down to 2mg haldol to see if that reduces symptoms but still keeps paranoia at bay. I’ll see her again in a month and if I’m still having trouble we will try something else.

I don’t feel well tonight though. Three more students went down in class and I’m hoping I’m not getting it!