I am sorry you too have suffered thru such an at emotionally disturbing event with people that were supposed to love and protect you...... I went thru this with my own mother and step-father and that is why I left home at the young age of 15 and never looked back.
I had no other choice as I was the deemed the evil seductive one at age twelve when my Aunt asked my mother why I hated my step-father so much and from there we ended up in court (finally I thought it is over) - boy was I ever wrong...... for even the judge and social worker blamed me (an undeveloped chest less 12 yr old) - all my step-father got was a slap on the hand and my family turned against me...... mother included.
I can remember the hell I went thru during the six months my step-father had moved out of the house after court was over....... my family and mom blamed me for him having to be away and for destroying the family.
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As an adult I can remember my step-father having a talk with me so he could apologize for what he did to me all those years back and then I recall him denying it all a few years later...... telling me that it was all in my head and that I am the crazy one - not him.
But then my day of awakening came a few years back when I finally did not care who knew what or who said what and I let it all out when we were all over my parents house one night (mom & step-father, yes they are still together) - I told both of them how I felt about what they had done to me emotionally and how I hated them both for the destruction of my life.... My SOUL was set FREE that DAY.
<font color="purple"> ((((((( HUGS ))))))) for YOU </font>
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