I avoided seeing him last night. I left the apartment before he arrived. I think that was a good plan. I was heading out for music and didn't want him to spoil my night.
I went out and tried to have a good time, but I felt a heavy cloud over my head.
He had asked me if I had unfriended him on Facebook, and I said yes. He said that he thought we were going to wait until after the divorce to do that - so I said what does it matter? It has to happen at some point anyways. So he says he has "nothing to hide" - he also tells me he can no longer see my status - so basically, he's stalking my Facebook to see what's going on and if I am dating already, by checking my status.
I feel strung out. I am so tired of interaction I have to have with him.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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