Thank you Divine. The only reason I give any thought about what this leave will be like for her is because I'm worried how it will affect me.

I am working on my own feelings as well. That's why we did the deep tunnel work yesterday. To help get to the root of my feelings and experiences which are coming into play. This is just so difficult for me.

And yes, I possibly have two Ts lined up for when she leaves: T and J. I don't know which one to choose, but that's not important right now.

Fyi - She's not pregnant.