Right now I only have T's office number/email and she is only available Tues & Wed 9-530ish (sometimes not even that late).

I used to have her home number until she moved. I've asked for her new one but at that time it wasn't set up yet. I think it is now. I haven't asked though, I figure if she wants us to have it she'll give it to us.

I've only called her home in emergencies (twice in the last year and a half) and always felt guilty for doing so.

I hate that I don't have it. It's not that I would use it, it's just the comfort that if it came down to it, I had a way to contact her. I worry she thinks we'll abuse it or something, tho we never have before.

She said when I first met her that she'd rather us call her at home in a crisis/emergency and let her know then waiting for hours on end and torture ourselves. I guess that philosophy has changed since she is about to retire.

Sigh.