I'm not looking forward to starting with a new therapist but especially not with my first appointment being in person at 3:45PM in December. I don't know why I'm not freaking out over it more. You leaving or what the new one will be like. Maybe because I know you'll be back. Or I've been screwed over so many times what does adding another person really mean. I'm not sure. We only have 2 more sessions left and I'm honestly more focused on the holidays and upcoming trips and my family. Maybe I'll feel more once we officially end. I have to say I've never been able to be so honest with anyone about my eating habits except with you.