True, alone is not the same as lonely. I just wish I had more friends around me that are local to me. My best girlfriends are scattered across the country.

And, yes, there was loneliness while in my relationship. I felt largely neglected in every way - emotionally, mentally, spiritually and sexually even.

I know I deserve far better.... it's just going to be a tough road for me right now, doing all on my own, helping myself and healing myself.