Dear T,
I hope you genuinely are OK with all that and stay OK with it. I feel this weird mix of being relieved I talked about it and being anxious that you're going to be weird, and it will be harder to tell Wednesday because it will be virtual. I mean, it's because of my travel that it's virtual, not because of you, but I just mean I might not be able to get the same read from you, like only partial body language. But maybe in some weird way that's better? I don't know. I won't have to wonder why you're sitting with your leg that way or that you're leaning back to be further away from me.

More concerned about being alone with my thoughts on the drive there and tomorrow night. I imagine you'll be expecting some sort of email.

Just wish I'd had a few more minutes to explain that last part, though you did seem to get what I was saying. I just thought of another couple sentences that would further explain it. But I can share those Wednesday, maybe.

Love,
LT