there's something wrong with my mom, but she won't ever go get diagnosed or find any kind of help.

she has no friends. nobody in the family speaks with her besides me. she has these delusions almost that people are out to get her/think bad things about her. i spent so long trying to help her but she won't see clearly about it.

she's been with awful men her whole life. my father was abusive before they divorced (before i was born thankfully). her current husband is emotionally abusive.

she has turned on me before for pushing back against these men and has even gone as far as accusing me of being the abusive one, not them.

she can not hold down a job because she seeks drama at work, and then thinks her coworkers are out to get her.

in general she craves emotional rollercoasters and drama in relationships and life, is constantly exhausted, and has a strong need for everyone to pity her.

My relationship with her is very draining but I do not ever foresee myself cutting her out.