I went to a conserative gas station this afternoon near my sisters house to look for the new Mountain Dew. There were lot of guys over 6 feet and 230 pounds. But no one paid any attenion to my 5'5 160 pound self and I did find the Mountain Dew. I was at my sisters while she went to the doctors in case my nephews came home while she was still gone. She took the baby with her. I layed down on the couch and my sister came home early and then we just visited and then my nephews came home and we visited some more with them. My niece cried most of the time. My mom said it was kind of a pointless visit since my sister came home so early. But better safe then sorry. Now I'm trying to get up the energy to pack for my trip. So far I have put my meds together. Which is the most important thing. I'll probably do the rest in the morning. I have zoom therapy right before I leave. I'm honestly not feeling much about ending things with her and starting with someone new. Its almost like I can't comprehend its going to happen or something. I am just like dissociated from it all.
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