It'll be okay @frommars.🙏 Being on your own and feeling burdened by the anxiety would, I feel, make you wish there was someone to help you like a good friend might help you. I've been there too. These feelings are difficult and real, and I hope reaching out on here will help to, at least, alleviate the burden a bit. Things will likely come together for you eventually, so, that's something to aim for in this respect.🙏