May be your inner child is reaching out to you.There are unmet needs from our childhood,which needs to be fulfilled. Do a lot of self care.If our parents have failed to fulfill our needs ,we are stuck in that phase of needing someone to take care of us ,even when we are adults and can take care of ourselves. Reparent yourself.There are a lot of skills,Google it.You did a good thing by moving out.Donot consider going back.You can still love your mom from afar. Focus on your healing.You can do it.Hugs.