I have deep loneliness because I am single I know there's nothing wrong with being single and I have fears of ending up alone forever. These fears I have no understanding where these fears come from but it comes in ebbs and waves. I try not to think about my fears at first I was always doing tarot asking about my love life and it was feeding the compulsion and fear so I stopped doing it. I don't like feeling this way I don't think it's normal to feel this way it's not like desperation but a deep emptiness and I just feel like nobody can get me out of this loveless pit. I do positive affirmations daily and now shadow healing but the loneliness is still something that bothers me. I don't know what's the root cause of it it's something so deep. I just try to do the thing day by day and ignore the feelings hoping the thoughts and feelings go away but they never do.