I came back from my trip. It was tough physically. I got to the stores I wanted to go to and I found the stuff I needed. But I didn't make it to my aunts Wednesday night for dinner and I didn't make it out to lunch yesterday, or out to breakfast this morning. I seem to be now having this brain fog that comes on when I push myself too much. Yesterday I was lying down in the hotel room and my mom had to get me out of bed and drag me to the bank to take care of some important bussiness. It only took about 45 minutes but at the end I was so close to collasping my legs felt like jello. I asked if I was needed anymore. The bank teller said no and then looked at me and my face mask and looked concerned and then I went to the car and I was just totally out of breath and breathing heavily and I had to chug a Vitamin Water. It was an odd sensation feeling like passing out from something unrelated to food restriction. I hope this covid crap is not permanent. I found some cool stuff at the international grocery store including European orange tic tacs. The box is orange and the flavor is orange but the color is white because the dyed US version is banned in other countries. My anxiety was pretty low the entire time and my moods were decent. The brain fog and jello legs is freaky though.

But yeah I'm not feeling too good right now. My valium isn't helping but Advil and Vitamin water does. Gatoradelyte helps a ton. Its the adult version of pedialyte. I'm not very hungry either but I did eat some stuff today. I wore a mask to all the stores I went to but I did forget it a couple times in the hotel but I wasn't around anyone at that time.