People tell me I'm worthless and stupid.
Then other people tell me I'm not.
People tell me I'm a whiner with no place.
Then other people say that's a lie.
People tell me I deserve bad, I'm useless.
Then other people disagree.
I never know who's right

I hate whining I hate complaining, saying life is unfair, saying things should be different, crying. I don't like dragging people down. Sometimes my friends tell me to IM/PM/phone them anytime but I'm stupid and I'm even scared of initiating any kind of discussion because I'm scared of dragging people down

Why do things always have to turn out this way I feel worthless, I feel stupid, I feel like all of this things, so I must be
I feel so alone