Christina, please be easy on yourself about needing a break from the intensive cleaning. What you're doing is still enough, for now. I totally get the disappointment you have regarding the job, but it was at least a learning experience in a way. I think you perhaps should just regroup for a bit and then if you want a new job look for something less strenuous. You're a smart chick, so I'm sure there are other ones out there.

What a life Gus has! I wish I could cuddle on my mother's lap again, sometimes.