So, we have been no contact for 2 days now. And, I don't know how I feel. I spent yesterday catching up with my girlfriends on the phone. It was cathartic and kept me busy. I blocked him on Facebook so that I am not tempted to look at his page for clues. I don't want to be tempted to look.

I think I am going through the withdrawal phase that I knew I would have to face. It's the thought of having someone who cares checking in on me that is keeping me somewhat attached. I want to break the attachment I have. It's just attachment, and nothing more. I am also used to him texting me, so it's a whole new phase to not be hearing from him. I know that this is a good thing, because it's no drama, no manipulations, and I am left feeling far more at peace. So it's good, but I still have to break the attachment that causes me to want to hear from him.