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Nov 07, 2022, 07:52 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by Random 503
Definitely not a pervert. I’ll be the exception to most the other replies. My drive is similar. It doesn’t matter if I’m depressed (not getting out of bed depressed, aside) or manic or what med cocktail I’m on, it’s always there and always on. If I’m manic it can become a problem; hypomanic just supercharged.
I have another “problem” if you should call it that. I’m bi and I try really hard not to be the bi cliché everyone has in their heads. I have no preference that leans to either side and that coupled with high drive means monogamy is not my preference. I will say that if I know I’m in an episode or unstable in any way I avoid acting on it.
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Thank you for your reply, Random - and welcome to the forum! I see you're up north - there are only a very, very few of us on PST here  I think the only mind state that will destroy my sense of sexuality is severe anxiety/worry. But that kills my appetite, my creativity, and about everything else I am.
I have never had a bona-fide sexual relationship with a woman, but at one point in my life I was deeply in love with a woman, and she with me. I have many times when I very much regret having left her. She used to ask a mutual friend about me for years after I left her. Every time he told me she'd asked after me my heart ached.
What is a "bi cliche" to you?
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