I think meds are the reason I am unable to have an orgasm.

When I was younger I was on SSRIs, but was also a young woman, so my natural estrogen levels must have been higher than they are now, when I am 40.

I learned in college that women with high estrogen levels are highly fertile and their outward appearances (large breasts and hips) are indicators of that fertility and make them attractive to straight men. But it sucked to attract everyone and feel nothing in return.

I also thought I was bisexual. I have only been with men, but never had much pleasure from it. I now think I am a lesbian. But have yet to experience sex with a woman.