Hey L. So this morning I was reading through my therapy notebook from our final sessions, and came across something that you had said, that I had completely consciously forgotten about... but when I read it I remembered you saying. Reading it left me feeling good again about our ending, and I think reading it also helped me get over the lingering hurt from that one thing you had said that haunted me for many months... and, it totally explained something else that I'd been questioning inside myself - the thing you said, is exactly, precisely what I have been doing with those emails I'd sent you previously, isn't it, and it all makes so much sense now. You really are one of the good ones, you know, despite a few mistakes you made here and there, and despite that I still think you never really understood the depth of my attachment to you. It's definitely been a process 'getting over' you/getting over the IRL relationship. But, I think I'm finally getting there, nearly a year after our final session. Definitely getting to the point where I can look back at our therapy relationship and appreciate all of the good things that it was, while forgiving both of us for the parts of it that weren't so good, and holding onto the version of therapist-you that I have created in my heart.