Today Steve admitted he’s really struggling to breathe. I’ve noticed for the last couple months he’s not doing so good but he of course said he’s fine.

He has an appt with pulmonologist Thursday. Not sure they will be able to do much as he’s already on heavy hitters medications.

Chaise wants him to come to Florida for Christmas but last time he flew he struggled to breathe bad … also there’s no way to take his oxygen concentrator ( it’s huge) which he has to have for sleeping. I know Steve is going to be miserable to say the least this holiday season not being with his boys and Payton.

I know over time Steve will continue to get worse and one day he will need oxygen 24/7 but I hope and pray its not anytime soon !

I think I’m fully in a downward spiral into depression. I see Richard tomorrow… maybe that will help

Hope everyone is okay

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