So, I heard from him last night. He broke no contact and our 5-day silence. It was yet another outpour of emotion, so I grey rocked him, kept my responses brief and emotionless. He said he's hit below rock bottom, that he is not well and that he often feels he doesn't want to be here anymore.
What am I supposed to say to that? I've already told him to see the therapist once per week and to talk to a doctor about meds if he is depressed. What more can I do? Nothing. He's also repeating himself.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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