Hi, I'm lemonSys —
I found this place when doing a Google search for info/forums/chat relating to dissociative disorders. I am currently undergoing evaluation for DID. I have posted a couple times in the community, but never here.
Now that I’ve found a place to “talk”, I don’t know what to say. I was doing the google search because I didn’t want to be “lost”. Mental health stuff isn’t new to me - been dealing with bipolar and anxiety for a looong time, but this DID stuff is new. My previous pdoc (psychiatrist) was treating me for bipolar. She retired. My new Pdoc met with me a couple times, then told me she wanted to do this eval.
“Lost” - I’m not sure how to say that a different way or how to expand upon it. It feels connected to vulnerability, exposure. Does that make any sense?
— lemonSys
Ps: Thanks. Thanks for being…here/hear.
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“The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven.”
— John Milton, Paradise Lost
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