Tonight I feel like I never should have let him talk me into being with him again after his little affair that he had. I mean, honestly, that hurt like nothing else before, and I was beyond enraged with him. He made love to ME, telling me how much he loves me, etc, and then the very next day is texting HER, saying that he's thinking of her, and then he tells her "see you in my dreams"! And I went back to him after that???? The shame I feel is UNREAL right now - I feel SO ashamed of myself for being SO weak and SO impressionable, as my father used to put it. I was so foolish - how could I have forgiven him for one of the worst betrayals anyone's ever done to me? I was stupid and foolish.