I'm so tired. I'm done fighting I'm going to try to relax this weekend and start fresh Monday. Depression sucks. Food struggles in a place where I can't just deal with that right now at least not here. I have to call my old therapist next week but I don't feel like lying, getting my meds are a hassle, IP is not an option. It's not bad here. Just I'm dealing with symptoms want to isolate or at least not play pretend. I need to just wait until they get back to us.